HEARTBEAT BACKMEAT
My nerves are killing me lately, though only during the days. After dark I seem to be capable of pushing the anxieties further away, momentarily. I’ve been given two super-swell entrepreneurial opportunities recently, and I am terrified I’m not up to the task. When filling myself with confidence, I wonder if perhaps I’m filling myself with ignorance instead, an inability to check reality and pass on through. Aw geez. This shit is tough.