jei

October 27, 2010.

Okay Okay Okay.
Enough silliness. There is too much at stake these days.
Social engagements have nearly fallen entirely from my focus.
I wish, oh how I wish, I could be more. I could give more.
A two hour conversation is enough to drive me back into a dark silence.
Four hours of work answering phones leaves me hoarse and short tempered.

There’s really no time - nor energy - to fight it.
I just need to find ways to harness this time, and make it positive.
The ball needs to get rolling, and I want it to travel straight and true.

Time to build a track I guess.