October 2010
Again.
At least self-destruction provides the escape. The silence. The space. No longer is the mind hashing out comparisons between you and those you revere. At least that.
Oct 31, 2010
Ah, these wheels, they just keep seizing. The desire is there but the will is not. Often considered to be one and the same, desire and will seem so closely intertwined, when one is absent, the other disrupts all behaviour. All considerations. It is easier to remain in one’s memories than step forward. It is easiest to follow the leader. So help me, my courage has been allotted to...
WatchStar Wars Paper Animation — Lost At E Minor: For creative people
This is the type of paper stop-animation I have been dying to make. Beauty.
RE-Entry is always difficult.
October 27, 2010.
Okay Okay Okay. Enough silliness. There is too much at stake these days. Social engagements have nearly fallen entirely from my focus. I wish, oh how I wish, I could be more. I could give more. A two hour conversation is enough to drive me back into a dark silence. Four hours of work answering phones leaves me hoarse and short tempered. There’s really no time - nor energy - to fight it. I...
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smatter:
The ferry comes out tomorrow. I’m staying across river and away from the internet until the river is frozen enough to cross on foot and then in a car. Vacation. With the foxes mocking birds and grey jays that hang out in my yard. Its like waking up in snow white’s cabin every morning except there are no grumpy sneezy dopey little men. See you later interweb, I may have a beard next time...
